New Beginnings

As I stare at the computer I realize how easily I give up on things. I started this blog in 2009 to follow my resolutions and it looks like I gave it up in July of 2009 after only a few posts. Well here it is 2011 + 1 more kid, new address, and a few more pounds. I seem to always have the same resolutions every year...lose weight, save money. I never accomplish them. Why? What is it about my personality that prevents me from following through? Well like I say every year this is the year to finally reach my goals. 3 kids is definitely the limit! Q and I decided 3 was the magic number. We finally got our girl! Now I can move on to finally losing the baby weight. I don't want Quinn to be 25 and I still have the baby weight. I weighed myself yesterday and the scale said 144. That sounds good but got on this morning and it said 147. Did I really gain 3 pounds overnight? Back to running of course stopped when I got prego but now doing the couch to 5K running plan. I am on week 4 and feel good about it. I should stay positive and be glad that I am doing something 3 days a week. I think I am going to have to add 2 more days to the workout if I want to see results. I know I will never be supermodel thin but I just want to be able to go into my closet and get something off of the hangar and not have to worry about whether it will button or not. Is that too much to ask? I am 33 let's make this the year I finally do what I say I am going to do. Day 1 of being back feels good. Can't wait till tomorrow.